-=credits to SULTAN KHILAF (kor-ina)(=-
translator: spoiler_alert(ina-eng)
"Episode 31"
what are you thinking?
i'm busy. why did you call me?
– what do you think? – about what?
– my surgery. – why? is there a problem?
no, it's just bothering me.
there's no point living like this.
what's wrong living your live like this?
stop speaking nonsense. are you going through puberty?
it success rate is only 5%.
who would take that kind of risk?
no one would do that kind of surgery.
how about you?
don't you want to try it?
no, you know that i don't like challenges.
i'm really going to quit when the find my replacement.
okay.
what's wrong with him?
wake up! everyone, wake up!
get up! quickly!
Doctor Han?
– fire! – Fire?
there's a fire in my mind.
what's wrong with dr. Han?
we can only slept a few hours after duty, is that hard to ask?
he offered for night duties...
...and scheduled consecutive surgery.
he act histerical.
he became like before. crazy, that's who is.
Doctor Joo. can't you take Dr. Han back home.
get up...
who is it?
In-aH ssi
are you all right?
– about what? – your head...
is it in pained??
– what do you mean? – answer me.
i'm really worried about you.
– i'm fine. – really?
are you really fine?
are you wishing me to be sick?
am i still your study case?
you're mean.
how much i worried about you.
– In-aH ssi. – i can't stand it anymore.
just control yourself alone.
do whatever you want.
but i won't do that anymore.
i want to hold your hand,embrace you,...
...and kiss you.
whenever i want.
– is this good enough? – what?
i did what you want.
what do you mean?
don't you get it? did you believe that we should...
...take it slowly?
i'll be honest with you.
i had feelings for you,...
...but not anymore.
it's not fun anymore.
so let's stop here.
let's break up
wait.
there is nothing more i have to say.
hyung!
are you okay?
be quite.
please be quite!
since when did you had the migraine?
– since the chairman surgery. – stop lying.
before that i just get slight headache.
then?
– get up. let me get some test. – It's useless.
– hyung! – forget it!
i've tried everything.
i studied every case...
...and did all the test i need.
there must be a reason.
– if we know it... – reason?
i already know.
what's that?
Hormone.
pain because of love? that doesn't make sense?
– are you kidding? – no.
if only all of this was a joke.
is that why you ask sunbae to break up?
how can i said to her that she's killing me?
ever since her parent's die in an accident,...
...i think it's trauma.
i don't wanna have people around her sick...
...or die.
i don't care if i died,...
...but i don't want to see her get hurt.
she will blamed herself for the rest of her life.
for the time being, give me all your test result that you had...
...including the data on pat in Thailand.
i'll do all the test i can.
– i've done all the test there is. – not until i'm convinced!
how can you believed that absurd story?
just do what i told you!
about my surgey,...
...can you do it?
– what? – my surgery.
i want you to do it.
are you crazy? you broke up with sunbae.
– why do you need to do the surgery? – so that i can get the surgery.
it's obvious that she wont let me get the surgery.
you think i will let you?
no one would do that surgery.
i know. that's why asked you as a favor.
hyung!
i've lost my reason to live ever since the accident.
i dont know when i will die,...
...so, i've decided that i will live without bond.
but since i met In-aH ssi, for the first time i want to live again.
but i can't live like that again.
afraid to fall in love for the rest of my life.
there's no use living life like that.
i won't blame you, even if you fail.
so, do this surgery for me.
no, i won't.
– Cha Jae–hwan. – i won't.
don't even bring it up again.
i heard you rejected the position of vice directorr.
– what's the reason? – i don't want it.
workaholic like you, how can you rejected it?
will you marry me?
what?
is this because dr. Han?
– what happened? – we broke up.
– really broke up. – don't lie to me.
you look like you miss him.
i'm just angry at myself.
i think i'm to pitiful.
i only thought of myself without knowing anything.
i should've known first.
no, i've known about it, but pretended not knowing anything.
maybe i don't want to believed it.
thank god you know. let's just consider him pitiful.
he wouldn't know what is love and will live alone for the rest of his life.
Hei. how can you say that about him?
sorry. you already broke up with him,...
...so, let's pray for the best.
may Doctor Han, live happily with a nice woman.
happy?
what now? Doctor Joo!
oh my. what does she want? good things or bad things for him?
sorry, i can't say how bad is it to you.
how bad is it?
Pat died.
because of brain hemmorage before his marriage...
... and probably doctor han had the same symptom.
is there any other way ?
how about surgery?
it success rate are less than 5%.
even if we succeed, he may have permanent side effect.
It's to dangerous, unless there is a miracle.
so, i'm the problem.
if weren't because of me...
don't worry, now i know how you felt.
i won't bother you again.
thank god.
you might no know,...
...but i'm more cold hearted than you think.
i've broken up with alot of guys, so, i have my ways.
i will live my life...
...without you, so,... – i'm not worried.
thank god.
what is this?
please stop, why are you acting like this?
i'm not doing anything.
as you see while you're observing, i'm fine.
do you still need more?
i just think that you're working too hard these days.
don't be so hard on yourself.
is there anything new with dr. Joo?
why? does she said anything?
she doesn't say anything, i'm just curious.
Doctor han. ah, Halo dr. Cha.
there's big news. have you seen this?
"Doctor Joo was fired from the hospital...
...because of bribery and illicit relationship with patient,...
...but shamelessly opened a clinic."
"the bigger problem...
...is that this clinic claimed to be a good clinic."
– what is this? – the Reporter betrayed us.
he's the one who said that our clinic is good...
...and support the neighborhood.
but how can he say about the scandal?
damn!
i lived at this neighborhood.
is it true that she have illicit relationship with the patient?
It't already spreading in the internet!
"Reporter Kim Jeon–woo"
the number you are calling doesn't exist...
what?
there are now newspaper called Daily Week?
yes i understand.
well done on the story about the scandal.
you're the best, nice job.
you don't have to do this between friends.
good work. have you spread it around that neighborhood...
...and to the people that have relation with the clinic?
don't worry.
i even reported to the police so that the rumour spread.
even if there is no result, the clinic won't recover.
perfect!
good job!
what did you do this time?
how can a human do such a thing?
when are you going to stop?
– Let go off me! – who are you?
this is about me and joo In–aH.
– this is not your problem! – what problem?
ah! your parent's died because of her?
it's not like that. they died because of you!
they had the accident while searching for you.
– what? – she's worried that you'll get hurt.
and burden by the guilt, that's why she didn't tell the truth.
you blame her for the accident,...
...but all she did was trying to fulfill her last promised to your parents.
your lying.
Se–ra.
what are you doing here?
are you...
are you Joo In–aH?
– Yes. – we called you as a witness.
– this way. – Yes.
sir, please wait in the waiting room.
can i ask you what is your relationship with him?
– we are co-worker in the hospital. – Yes.
i heard the fight was because of an article in the social media.
is there anyway to punish him?
he pretends to be a reporter and spreads rumour.
– it's a crime. – that's your opinion.
there's no proof.
is what his saying true?
do i need to report this to the cyber crime team?
no need.
– Doctor Joo. – Its my business.
don't interfere.
okay. about the violence case,...
...i hope that you would achieve an agreement with him.
please reconsider.
if you don't want to report than ask for an apology.
– this is my problem. – how about Se–ra ssi?
– She won't stop here. – that is also my problem.
i don't appreciate you doing thi.
why did you make a big deal out of this?
i'm the reason you quit from the hospital.
i thought that i have to give some explanation.
are you satisfied?
please get out of my life.
Its uncomfortable.
why do you hate me so much?
did you hate me so much...
...that you tried so hard to do this...
...and not even saying sorry?
you didn't know?
please get out of my life forever.
fine.
i'll disappear.
are you done cosplaying as a kind unnie(sister)?
you promised to protect me till the end!
Han Seung-joO told me.
is that what you said to everybody?
that our parent's died because of me?
how can you shamelessly lied like that?
– It's not a lie. – Joo In–ah!
that night, we were looking for you.
your friend said that you were in a pc room.
but that day...
i don't believe you.
– how can i believed you now? – it doesn't matter anymore.
like you wanted, now we're living seperately. let's end it.
where did you go?
– you didn't even answer your phone! – sorry.
community health center called saying there's no problem.
but they said that the name of the informant is confidential.
but its obvious.
It's this person, and i'm going to the police to report him.
i will find and catch him.
– forget it. – he tried to shut down the clinic.
– i'll go... – don't do it.
why are you like this? aren't you angry?
unnie.
Halo? Hye–yeon Unnie?
it's me, In–aH.
how are you?
" Hormao medical clinic"
there...
– what did you put there mom? – It's a secret.
i didn't ask what you and sera put in the box.
mine's a secret too. when are we going to open it?
after 20 years? today is se-ra's twelfth birthday.
so let's open it together on se-ra's 32nd birthday.
– agree? – agreed!
why are you here alone?
can you help me?
i know there is something here.
when you dig here alone silently, it's scary.
Doctor Han also curious about it...
"In–ah, mom"
we can't play this now.
don't worry.
we can search for the player...
...or there's a place where you can move the file from the video.
– really? that's a relief. – what's yours?
"In–ah"
this is me.
– then that woman? – my birth mother.
i've forgotten her face, now i remember again.
do i look like her?
why do you buried something that important?
the most important thing for me at that time is to survived in this house.
i want to bury my past.
you're stronger than i thought.
"Joo Se–ra"
"medical licence"
Se–ra's dream is to be a doctor.
she want's to be like her mom and dad.
i thought she didn't meant it.
i stole her dream.
translator: spoiler alert
"last episode"
are you going somewhere?
where are you going?
please check the patient list.
Yes.
excuse me.
is dr. Joo change office?
Doctor Joo has resigned from the hospital.
– where is In-aH ssi? – she left.
– where to? – don't know,she wont tell me.
why did you let her go? why didn't you stop her?
she said that if she stayed here you will die.
how can i stop her?
she knows everything?
move, i have to organize this.
you can use that.
Thank you.
mom left this for you.
i thought that i have to give it to you.
i don't know about my family,...
...but i like yours as my family.
for all this time, sorry and thank you.
is it recording?
Yep, it's recording.
– mom? –In–ah, Se–ra, it's mom.
by the time you watch this video, probably your age are more thant 30 years old.
almost the same as me right?
feels weird , right?
where should i start from?
– unnie! – oh my. In–ah!
– unnie how are you? – It's been so long.
so, this is the kids you talked about.
Hai! nice to meet you guys.
– let's greet her. – long ago, i lived here too.
– i hope we can get along. – yes.
my oldest daughter, In–ah.
Thank you for becoming my daughter.
when you became my daughter and Se–ra's sister,...
...i am really happy.
by the time you see this video,...
...maybe you have a boyfriend or even get married.
i wonder who is that man,...
...but i'm sure that he is a good man. right?
he is a good man.
i hope that you could help him.
i think that you're worthy to be loved.
who wouldn't love your beautiful smile and kind self?
but i'm sad that you didn't realized it yourself.
you don't have to try so hard.
you have to be happy to make other's happy too.
sorry mom.
because i can't protect my promise.
i'm really sorry.
and Se–ra.
i know you have many complains for me.
i know its hard to suddenly have a big sister...
...and i always defend her.
you may think that i love your sister more the you.
you know it's not true.
how can i love you less?
when i saw you fight with In-aH...
...and cried in your room,...
...my heart ached.
but you know?
when i saw your sister afraid to be hated,...
...i hold myself not to side with you.
but each time you cried,...
...i cried too.
i hope you understand that.
i'm sorry about In–aH,...
...but when you become a mom,...
...you'll understand me.
In–ah and Se–ra, both of you.
are precious to me.
my lovely daughters.
let's meet again in 20 years. good bye!
mom!
hyung.
did you tell her?
Mi–yoon said she knows everything.
i'm sorry, but she already know everything.
i think she heard us talking.
– why didn't she tell me? – what's the difference?
It will make things difficult for the both of you.
sunbae doesn't want you to know.
you have to take care of yourself first.
i'm feel sorry for sunbae but it's probably for the best.
Its going to be hard, but you're better without her.
better?
you should've known where she'd go.
where is she?
why are you here?
i came to see what is this all about.
"power of attorney"
– she really gave up everything. – where did she go?
why? what else do you want from her?
– aren't these enough? – did you think this is all because of me?
bring her to me, i don't want it to end like this.
if it's going to end, i'm the one who will end it not her.
don't worry, while i'm still alive,...
...i will search for her whatever the means necessary.
while he is alive? what does he means?
what? love?
is that make sense?
at first i don't believed it too, but there is no other problem.
i asked other doctors in the U.S but got the same answer.
there has to be another reason.
like weakening of the vein or parts that shifted.
but i don't approved of this surgery.
if it can be done, we definitely done it already.
you know that too.
this surgery is the same as giving up your life.
no.
i chose this not because i'm giving up.
i'll do the surgery.
dr. Joo left because of you right? to save you.
come on, it's too obvious, be softer!
but the one that was left behind insisted on getting the surgery.
is love really worth all the risk?
aren't you afraid of dying?
of course i'm afraid.
but what i'm more afraid of...
...is living without love.
how can you live without love?
stop that nonsense you hopeless romantic.
let's go.
are you angry too?
why is everybody angry with me?
how can we not get angry?
sunbae left but why..
sorry.
so are you getting the surgery?
because you're going to do it.
don't run again.
it's better to face it and failed than run away.
no!
do you know what will happen if you fail that surgery?
what about your career and your future?
– is that the only reason you're againts it? – what more reason do you need?
absolutely not
– dad have you ever love me? – what?
you feel anxious, can't trust me or that i'm not good enough right?
– that's because i love you. – i know that.
i know that, i mean the world to you.
i feel the same.
but aside from father and son love,...
...you never liked me as a human.
i want you to like me.
so, i;m afraid...
...that i can't fulfill your expectation.
that's why i never did something that can fail.
but now,...
...i want to stay away from you.
i know that this surgery has high risk,...
...but i won't regret it.
when i do the surgery please be there.
after the surgery whatever the outcome,...
...maybe i can like you again.
the vein in that part is too narrow.
the blood vessel might have weakened too.
there might be a hemmorage in every simulation.
we're talking about your brain now.
– how about you? – his testosteron...
...are still high, but that's not the cause of the migrane...
...and compared to the last test, there's no change.
is surgery the only way?
Doctor Jang!
– i'm fine. – i told you...
...you have to take it easy.
you have to be careful on the first stage of pregnancy!
Doctor Han, don't get the surgery.
i won't let her do this surgery, understand?
i'll do it.
i'll do dr.han's surgery.
– it's okay right? – Thank you.
is he an idiot?
Dokter Yoo! what should i do?
what's this?
the surgery is tomorrow. what are you doing here?
i thought that i have to cleaned this room.
keep this a secret from dr. Cha that i came here.
just in case, i called this place and found her.
in-ah unnie is there.
"Eun–young orphanage"
i pondered about it, but i think it's the right thing to tell you.
It might be the last time.
she doesn't know anything.
so do whatever you want.
let's do it again.
blow here.
can you do it again?
good.
– i can't do it. – let's try.
let me do this for you.
let me try again.
do you want to try it? who wants ice cream?
me!
let's get in and eat ice cream .
slowly, one by one.
– are you looking for someone? – no.
i just like kids laughter.
Yes.
Dokter Joo, be healthy.
later i will find you.
you did't meet dr. han?
he went to see you before the surgery.
Darin Hospital, sir.
are you ready?
Yes.
have you told dr. Joo?
what for? we're going to meet soon
what is it? after this time did you lose confidence?
why? are you scared?
– let's go. – okay, let's go!
please!
don't worry, everythings going to be fine.
i love you, son.
okay, let's go in.
– stay strong! – wait!
do you really have to do this?
i think you know why i have to do this.
i know, but...
want to make a bet?
i don't know what i have to gamble with.
wait for me.
i'll wait for you.
we have to get in now.
i'll give you the prescription, please come back in three days.
then i will give you the prescription.
not finished yet?
why can't she say that she is busy today?
you know her, its probably going to need another 30 minutes.
but are you going too? why?
i won't miss this chance.
i'm going to make money.
let's go.
you, do it.
– cheer up! – what are you doing?
honey, it's time for the baby's milk.
– the baby's crying – Director!
– can you give him some milk? – be quite!
– please give the baby his milk. – the baby's asleep.
the competition are getting fierce.
– talk more softly – Yes.
pass.
affection on the court?
Cha jae hwan!
– what is it dad? – you get out?
Dokter Cha became weak...
...after becoming the Global Center Head.
– i got hit. – it's hurt?
– strong throw from dr. Jung. – throw!
i'm scared, please don't aim at me.
– here. – what are you doing?
good job.
– fight! – show what you've got!
– Doctor Han! – Doctor Han!
i thought he was busy with confrence.
he said that if he won first place, he wants to show me something.
– their going to start! fighting! – fighting!
get ready!
– Doctor Han! – quickly!
faster!
– faster! – Doctor Han!
– Yes!
whats that?
what's this?
Joo In–ah!
i love you!
wait!
"Thank you for watching Risky Romance with this subtitle "
"see you next time ,maybe"
-=credits to SULTAN KHILAF (kor-ina)=-
translator Spoiler_alert